a relationship...

a relationship is include commitment, trust, loyalty, & understanding....

Im being a lazy bump!!

today, bersamaan 14 october 2010. After having two test, I have decide I cant take it anymore... Ok, fine.. I skip the class.. And worst, account class. Yes, I tell myself, syu, u r not a genius & account is ur worst subject. u cant even cope with anything yet! why u skipping and plus syu, u dah skip dua klas account! so how is ur kehadiran nanti?? Being a lazy bump & typical malay, aku buang my self concius jejauh & still skipping the class... tralalalalaa.....

Time...

times goes so fast... in more than 2 weeks, Ill done with the first sem.. think about it, yes I kinda waste my time here & I am not enjoying my life as university students. But to think again, its a matter of ur thinking. I mean with u hate something that gonna come, such as the final exam that Ill be facing sooner, time goes so fast but when u waiting something that excited u, u feel it went so slow.... hmmm...

It was hard!

I am someone is sometimes caught up in problem & emotion because of my own fault. Sekarang ni aku sedar, utk menyesuaikan diri dgt.suasana baru & kehidupan yg memerlukan aku utk berdikari & hidup sebagai orang dewasa amat lah susah. It was hard because I cant let myself get into it. I know that Im just someone who is just can keep dreaming but never can I achieved it. People will sometimes think I am pathetic & I dont want they think like that to me but my emotion just cant help me to not to show it. Hmmm.. mungkin inilah nasib sbb jauh dari tuhan.

Sometimes I wondered why cant I just forgive & forget?
The pains is unbearable. I have a lot of things to be done & I cant let myself
down. Why my heart is aching & it affecting my daily work &
performance. Am I just gonna stay like this & Ill let myself goes miserable,
destroying everything & let everyone that been hoping... disappointed? How can I let it go? Help!

sopan santun budaya kita........

2day, I go to my house for a while sbb nak ambik brg skit... so on the way, I took several public transportation frm KTM to LRT & lastly, bus...
Masa naik bus, the driver is really rude, I mean RUDE!
HELLO, we are the customer, cuba tunjukkan cth yg baik. tourist kalo tgk, nanti puji2 org Malaysia... dahlah org melayu, tunjukkan lah sopan santunnya... memalukan kaum kat dpn bangsa lain...

tommorow is the day.

shit! Really shit!esok dah kena balik ke UiTM shah alam.. I dont wanna go back to campus.bosan.. aku mmg benci belajar kat u sbb aku bukannya mcm aku yg dulu.. dulu aku raji, matlamat aku nak blaja kat universiti so i can change my family fate but sjk dah berjaya masuk, aku baru tau yg nak dapat segulung sijil ni bukannya mudah, kau kena ada komitmen & disiplin baru blh berjaya & aku bukannya org yg camtu...
Im not like my big brother, & i cant help myself to be compared wit him.. aku x tau sama ada aku cukup kuat utk bertahan...