Im being a lazy bump!!

today, bersamaan 14 october 2010. After having two test, I have decide I cant take it anymore... Ok, fine.. I skip the class.. And worst, account class. Yes, I tell myself, syu, u r not a genius & account is ur worst subject. u cant even cope with anything yet! why u skipping and plus syu, u dah skip dua klas account! so how is ur kehadiran nanti?? Being a lazy bump & typical malay, aku buang my self concius jejauh & still skipping the class... tralalalalaa.....

Time...

times goes so fast... in more than 2 weeks, Ill done with the first sem.. think about it, yes I kinda waste my time here & I am not enjoying my life as university students. But to think again, its a matter of ur thinking. I mean with u hate something that gonna come, such as the final exam that Ill be facing sooner, time goes so fast but when u waiting something that excited u, u feel it went so slow.... hmmm...

It was hard!

I am someone is sometimes caught up in problem & emotion because of my own fault. Sekarang ni aku sedar, utk menyesuaikan diri dgt.suasana baru & kehidupan yg memerlukan aku utk berdikari & hidup sebagai orang dewasa amat lah susah. It was hard because I cant let myself get into it. I know that Im just someone who is just can keep dreaming but never can I achieved it. People will sometimes think I am pathetic & I dont want they think like that to me but my emotion just cant help me to not to show it. Hmmm.. mungkin inilah nasib sbb jauh dari tuhan.

Sometimes I wondered why cant I just forgive & forget?
The pains is unbearable. I have a lot of things to be done & I cant let myself
down. Why my heart is aching & it affecting my daily work &
performance. Am I just gonna stay like this & Ill let myself goes miserable,
destroying everything & let everyone that been hoping... disappointed? How can I let it go? Help!

sopan santun budaya kita........

2day, I go to my house for a while sbb nak ambik brg skit... so on the way, I took several public transportation frm KTM to LRT & lastly, bus...
Masa naik bus, the driver is really rude, I mean RUDE!
HELLO, we are the customer, cuba tunjukkan cth yg baik. tourist kalo tgk, nanti puji2 org Malaysia... dahlah org melayu, tunjukkan lah sopan santunnya... memalukan kaum kat dpn bangsa lain...

tommorow is the day.

shit! Really shit!esok dah kena balik ke UiTM shah alam.. I dont wanna go back to campus.bosan.. aku mmg benci belajar kat u sbb aku bukannya mcm aku yg dulu.. dulu aku raji, matlamat aku nak blaja kat universiti so i can change my family fate but sjk dah berjaya masuk, aku baru tau yg nak dapat segulung sijil ni bukannya mudah, kau kena ada komitmen & disiplin baru blh berjaya & aku bukannya org yg camtu...
Im not like my big brother, & i cant help myself to be compared wit him.. aku x tau sama ada aku cukup kuat utk bertahan...

bunuh,mati,bunuh, mati & bunuh...

kalau berita yg keluar skang, makin ngeri dbuatnya.. nak kluar pun takut.. bunuh sana, bunuh sini.. hah.. antara yg terhangat, of coz, the cases of cosmetic taikun, Datuk Susilawati & three others... wat more shocking is the suspect was a lawyer & a Datuk. Manusia mmg x prnh cukup ngn apa yg ada.. ramai gak yg bertanya kenapa?? kita nak jwb pe? mmg fitrah manusia, sjk azalinya. krn harta, pangkat & kekayaan, dgn sesama sedarah sedaging pun kita sgp berbunuhan.... Mungkin, sbb hidup kat dunia ni kalau xda duit, mmg susah nak idup. semua pakai duit, kalu takda duit, x payah cite la.. mcm neraka gak nak hidup. Org kata duit bukan segalanya, mmg betul, tapi susah kita nak mempratikkannya... camna?? ~sigh~

~sigh~

2dya, me & my sister went to buy something.. so we took a cab & the driver a foreigner. maybe from pakistan, i guess. so, a questin pop up in my mind. does he knw the way? I put my trust bcoz, of, his a taxi driver, he supposed to know... but guess not, he took us to the wrong place & my sister start to panic. I get angry & yell at him.. he apologize & thanks to god finally, he took us there.. He keep say sorry & I accepted bcoz, he was honest.
Juz thinking, how come they let a foreigner be a taxi driver?

At last...

Total today spending is RM 250.. hahaha.. really tired but damn, Im satisfied! ive got my baju raya! white color!

me & sneezing...

I got resdung... got it frm my mum. this resdung will make u sneezing & u cant stop.. it totally ruined ur day... DAMN IT!

Maher zain Insyaallah..

When u really listen & understand, it touch ur heart...

Insha Allah Lyrics | Inshallah Lyrics

By: Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

I was crying wen I truly listening to it..

2 days more to raya..

only left 2 days than we will go to celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Gosh, i doesnt buy my baju raya yet. Damn, but I think even though its raya, ill not gonna really enjoying it. Juz like the other years.. ~sigh~.. wat im really love bout raya is receiving plenty ucapan raya frm everyone that remember me. with tat, I knw Im not alone... I wonder, how much raya wish Ill get this year...